I feel so ridiculous …
We talk and then we don’t, sometimes i can’t get ahold of him. Sometimes i can. It’s been a month without him. It seems like it’s only been a day. I miss him. I wish i knew how much he needed me. I love talking to him. He acts like it doesn’t bother him to not talk to me for days at a time. Why can’t i act so nonchalant? i don’t want to make it hard on us but that’s all i ever do it seems. What am i doing any more?
I know who you mean. *hugs*
